I will start this post off by saying YES! I have days where I think I can't stay in this house any longer and I want to go get a job. But, in all seriousness, I couldn't imagine not being with Maggie all day everyday and it brings tears to my eyes at the thought of bringing her to daycare! Props to all you working Mommas that have to or choose to, I just don't know how you do it.
I have definitely been enjoying being a Momma, but, I have been trying to think of things that I can do, on the side of course, that will bring in a few extra bucks for fun things. There are plenty of things I like to do and a few things I'm sorta kinda good at but I just can't make up my mind and I find myself asking my husband, "What do I want to do?". (Like he knows the answer. Haha!) I decided that no matter the road I choose to travel they all require time and more than likely time not spent with my precious girl.
This is one of the hardest things for me, everyone said after she was born, give it a few months, you'll be begging grandparents to take her. NOT- she will be eight months old tomorrow and I still don't want her anywhere but with me!
That's where I'm at right now, weighing the options, praying I can find something that I love and will also help my family. What do you do? I would love to know, leave comments, I need help! Hopefully I'll be back soon with a solution but I'm certainly trying to let The Lord work, his "soon" isn't always the same as mine and that's just fine with me!
Love,
Jess
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